Ugh why am I so uneasy, anxious and in a constant rush?
….All questions I’ve been asking myself here lately.
Living in a world where virtually everything you need or desire is at your finger tips, it can feel as if the world is just not enough. There is never enough time, love or laughter, therefore we fly by life trying to achieve more and more when these luxuries have been with us all along.
I personally have been experiencing the attention span of a small child here lately. I just can not seem to focus on anything long enough before I’m instantly rummaging through my iPhone or refreshing my Gmail, all of which I had just done less than 5 minutes ago. Well no wonder I just can’t seem to finish anything, I’m doing way too much at one time.
I’m literally driving my own self insane and for what, absolutely nothing! My laid back job, laid back living situation, laid back boyfriend, or laid back friends aren’t driving me nuts, it’s all me and my conditioned need to multitask. It is almost as if life is going to be wasted unless I complete 7 out of 10 tasks off my To-Do list. Seriously why are my daily To-Do lists this long in the first place? I should be worry free and focused on having as much fun as possible!
Now that I have found clarity on what is causing my unease, anxiousness and need to go at the speed of lightning, I’m glad to say that I am ready to ease off this hamster wheel. I definitely know this process will not be easy, but when I think of the results, I know saying goodbye to my need to multitask will be more than worth it!